That's what just came up my mind... i thought that, like many other things that came out of my mind, was the most genius thing one can ever think of, that i was the smartest person under the sun.. and it lasted for 30 seconds, after that usually came another "what a crap", "anyone can come up with that"... but i will give it a try this time.. maybe my second self was wrong...
At last i understand what a perfect love is... it is perfect when it is one-sided. You can only really love someone when that one doesn't love you. That's weird, but think about it. When you are in a relationship, when you say you "love each other" you don't really "love" each other. What you do is you are just being kind because she is being kind because you are being kind and so on and so on. Maybe that's one of the "chasing after the wind" in the Ecclesiastes. That is the irony of life. The beautiful irony. Well, what do you think? maybe, maybe not, stupid, bodoh, aneh, desperate?
I know what you are thinking now, the answer is No. I am not trying to please myself because I was rejected or something like that. It just happened suddenly that i was able to steal some internet connection from my neighbor and Xenia keep asking me to write something in this blog. So here is the blog of the day.